Addiction

ok i now have an addiction to socks that have each individual toe in its own sock
u know the ones that look like u are wearing gloves on your feet?
ill get to post a pic soon of the fingered socks I bought on sale!!!
there must be something in the SAD (seasonal affective disorder) as i am sure i and alot of other workmates are feeling it! i am tired all of the time-except during my xpand energized work outs in the morning. I just feel like curling up into a ball ALL THE TIME!!!

It is a bit draining to still have the AS acting up but in time i am sure this will get easier. I was saying to Timmy last night that the only reason I won't go back onto the Prednisalone is that it makes you want to eat heaps and also can makeyou quite emotional and depressed.

Being the perfectionist and people pleaser that I am I have a hard enough time dealing with these things as it is. Even though I have been on this medication for AS and UC before, and amazingly was relieved of all pain I continuously feel for one of the other conditions on a daily basis-I mentally and emotionally couldnt handle the consequences of taking the substance.

A few nights ago I had three capsules of ZMA break in my mouth!!! I had forgotten to replace the glass of water which I had ut in the kitchen to be cleaned with a new one.(Because my cat Flute, was sprng lapping it up on afternoon). So i tried totake it without any water-lesson learned!!!

i am still notimpressed with the size of my legs or rear delt shape.However the rest of the bod seems to be on track-I am just waiting for Josh to let me know what he thinksof my progress and if I need an update on food plan etc..

Ok better go-looks like Ill try to go to bed at 7.30pm tonight to shake this thang!