all my xmas's have come at once

Well, sort of-my package from bb.com came to work place. and im picking up my bikini from Helen on Friday. And on Friday my new blinds are coming foe the house, i'm getting new locks on the doors, a new hair cut and color and new security mesh on the screen doors! Not only that but I got word from Jo that my routine is being sent to me. so i am a happy chappy. The only thing I really need to work on is curbing my appetite between meals, and getting the energetic feeling back into my cardio workouts. Its almost feeling like a chore to do and Im only doing the minimal amount now! What i would do for a piece of fruit! josh has also told me in not so many words that I need to work on my posing..so ill get onto that-even though I have been practicing nearly every night. I dont have many poses in my reporoir right now but I guess rome wasnt built in a day. If anyone has any ideas how to stop the need to munch between lunches let me know-and any good DVD on figure posing. :) hope all is well to all my femme fatale friends!