Seasons

Isnt it amazing how somethings come full circle? I have been in touch with past associates of the figure industry and will be guided by her advice on training and diet in the future. I have had assistance from her before and really like her program and style of food plans. they were the only ones that really gave me the results I needed at the time. I am sure with a lot of things we have learnt over this year that we will be able to work well together!!! I am SO excited.

Last week I was rather tense about many "life changing descisions". Most of them were taken out of my hands though. I was informed for the third time in 6-8 years that it wouldnt be a good time investment to do the Police enterance exam due to my ulcerative colitis. Even though I am very fit and have it under control. But thats ok. I can move on now. I also had a catch up with a family member who I love dearly but had a fall out with for about 2-3 years due to personal differences about things that I did that made me happy.

I have noticed many figure femme fatales are considering surgery or having it done. I honestly feel if you think it will make you feel better and move on and enjoy your life then do it. I have done three major things that others may not have done but when I did it assisted me to overcome emotional and mental obstacles and enjoy life. Congrats to those who do the same:)

Next Friday will be D day when I have a specialist tell me if they will do a revision rhinoplasty. I am in two minds about having it done as it will put me on the fence for a while re training and food plans to gain lean mass. But then theres the fact that I am seriously having trouble continuing to live with something that still is NQR in my mind.

If anyone has had this operation please let me know as I cant remember much of the first time-I was only 16 years old. Plus I wasnt training then to the intensity and seriousness that I am now. Timmy says he loves me the way I am but its not about others opinions. Its about mine.

Tomorrow timmy and I are going to have a one hour massage at RACV City Club. My massage therapist is Peter who has treated rugby players and used to be a strong competitive swimmer. I can't wait!.

ok must go do some work!

Jewel

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